Hi, this is me, the little and sweet girl who has many dreams. “Comes from an ordinary family with an extraordinary dream.” How are you today? I’m sure all of you will answer, “I’m fine,” here let me conclude that what comes out of your mouth is not the same as what comes out of your mind or what is in your heart.
Dear reader! What do you expect from reading my story? an experience of mine that will be your inspiration? or what was my process until I wrote this article? haha, this is just my boredom. If this is interesting for you then continue reading and if you get bored then switch to a game or even a video clip of a movie you like. Right away, in the 3rd paragraph I will conclude “What is my purpose in writing this”.
Have you ever thought about what you want to be in the future? This is actually the main topic of this article. When I was 17 years old, it was a happy time for me, I didn’t think about many things about the future (career, life, partner, family, money), but I crossed all this out, and what does that mean? YES, I THINK ABOUT IT.
When you ask why you think about it so much and what you can do about it all when it’s just empty talk and nothing but empty thoughts that become reality, we will answer “don’t think too much about it, everything has a way”. here I said “that’s right friend, but this is me and this is who I am”. You don’t know what my life background is and I don’t think my background is that important to all of you. “Just a boring story” will be the standard for people’s lives.
Sounds sad or even “very sad huh”. There is nothing sad in my life, but everything will be sweet at the right time, just like you lick an ice cream with a surprise hat in it. You lick the ice cream deliciously, there are milk and cream flavors, I compare it to “the life you are living right now” and then you impatiently ask, what is the surprise content of this ice cream flavor? Does it match the advertising package? or far away?
Let me continue. After licking the ice cream until the essence of what you are asking comes out, then the answer will be “Wow, that is melted chocolate filling, I really like it” and or “What is this, in the ad the chocolate is very melted but he is stingy, that is very little, a liar” or even “Actually I don’t like chocolate but I am curious and this is really delicious, this is the first time I have tried this chocolate”.
Of the three answers, they all have their own points, namely desire (ice-cream wrapper advertisement), effort (what you want to feel in the advertisement), results (delicious, ordinary, oh like this or I didn’t expect it). Let me say once again that no one knows these 3 answers, nor do people know their happiness and what response they get from their desires and efforts, they can accept it or not.
“This is the reason why God gives tests to His creatures.”
If that’s the case, why are you upset and worried about the future of cute girls? I want to say, “God, I want a better life, and that doesn’t mean I’m ungrateful. I just want to be able to make my broken family happy, can you help me?” God will not answer that He can because it depends on the desires of His creatures, will He try? do you want to pray? and do you want to keep trying? So please think again about the wording of your question, friend.
This is just a brief personal story for me — not a motivational article. However, I’m glad to write it to have a space for stories outside of God, tears, and myself. “I don’t feel any pressure, but I find it quite enjoyable”. I feel like I’m becoming a more helpful person by doing this. We all have our own life problems, and how we react to them is unique.
I hope this helps, I hope to share this if it’s useful and just wait for the next part, friends. See you soon~~
